I love you indefinitely as a person, and I am definitely not in love with you, but I swear I would be if you let me. We haven’t spoken in maybe two weeks, something like that. I try hard not to remember. Half the time I block you from my memory because it pains me that I have such a minuscule effect on someone I value so highly in my life, but when you do pop up in my thoughts, I can’t help but feel both the happiness and the mental torment that knowing you has brought me. Although I wish I could just tell you how much I’m missing you, I’m too proud of a person to keep pushing what ever it is that we keep going through, so it will go as it has been doing; we will drift apart.

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